bizarropurugly replied to your post: “January 20th, 2010–August 13th, 2018”

I’m so sorry, it’s so hard to watch something die. I wish I had been able to help better. It’s okay to feel numb for a while and being randomly sobby, it’s hard to process death for anyone, let alone neurodivergent people. It’s really hard and there’s no singular answer for making it better.

Are you going to do an autopsy?

Thank you…

It’s… Nobody knew what was going on. Even the vet was at a loss the last time I brought her in.

We’re not sure about the autopsy, it might bring me some peace of mind but Mom’s leaning towards no because of the cost, and the next couple of days is going to be really busy for us so we’re not going to have much time for any side trips. With… How hot it’s going to be this week we’ll have have to bury or cremate her within the next few days.

bizarropurugly replied to your post: “Now that my hair’s dry the blue shows up a little better and it…”

one time I dressed up as Dib for Halloween and sprayed my hair black and everyone just thought I had gone goth instead of realizing I was in costume

GOD in my senior year I threw a bunch of random shit together and then colored my hair red for a costume party and it was a complete disaster because I did my hair in our tiny unventilated apartment bathroom so I had to keep popping out for air between sprays and then it just made my hair look all nasty and chalky like a clown wig and it was more of a dark salmon pink than a red AND THEN when I went to my friend’s house where we were having the party I sat in one of her dad’s old chairs in the basement and left an enormous red splotch on the top cushion and she said they were never able to get it out