bizarropurugly replied to your post: “January 20th, 2010–August 13th, 2018”
I’m so sorry, it’s so hard to watch something die. I wish I had been able to help better. It’s okay to feel numb for a while and being randomly sobby, it’s hard to process death for anyone, let alone neurodivergent people. It’s really hard and there’s no singular answer for making it better.
Are you going to do an autopsy?
Thank you…
It’s… Nobody knew what was going on. Even the vet was at a loss the last time I brought her in.
We’re not sure about the autopsy, it might bring me some peace of mind but Mom’s leaning towards no because of the cost, and the next couple of days is going to be really busy for us so we’re not going to have much time for any side trips. With… How hot it’s going to be this week we’ll have have to bury or cremate her within the next few days.

