Tag: personal posts

For a while Dire and I have been wondering if he would be Fur
Suit-Able and his head and tail definitely are and I feel like we could
make some slippers into his feet pretty easily,

but the arms and legs would take a lot of work to make them seem… Not
stubby.

And I have no idea how we’d make the gloves for his hands the right proportions and still be able to pick things up / do basic rudimentary hand stuff with them

Also as I was thinking about furcons just now I realized that a rainbow Sergal fursuit would fix a lot of my body image issues honestly

In public especially, like at a con with other fursuiters, it’d be really nice because people wouldn’t actually see me, they’d see the suit, and they might not be able to tell how fat I am because of the fabric smoothing things over

I’ve been going through the vore tag on Twitter for funsies and apparently last week there was a con somewhere that had vore-themed keycards with mawshots printed on them and I’m super jealous

I want a vore card…

I had a dream about many things including accidentally going to this super exclusive private school in Trump Tower where everybody scorned and hated me and going on a road trip across the country as part of some sort of quest and sitting at a round table with Hillary Clinton and Jedediah Bila and a bunch of other women who have Fucked Up and trying to teleport by thinking about spiders and spider webs really hard

But the part I remember best was being taken to this big cylindrical tank with some yellow slime in it

The slime could take the rough approximate shape of anything placed in front of it so I kept trying to make it look more like Di by putting a beach ball in front of my face for his head, wearing stilts for his legs, etc., because there was some way to make the slime copy into A Real Genuine Di if I got it close enough

I woke up really disgruntled because recently I’ve been wanting Di to have a physical body so bad and I hate that he can’t

Earlier today it was like 40°F and raining and then there was lightning and some thunder AND THEN it started snowing these big fat heavy snowflakes and now the wind’s picked up and it’s blowing against the house again

I had a bunch of dreams about monsters this morning

The first one was about this wild animal that started out as a bobcat and then later was some sort of snake / T-rex thing and then it died

And the second one was about traveling with this Intergalactic Cowboy and passing by a merchant who was selling monster skin and monster fur blankets

But the one that lasted the longest was this half-lucid dream about me trying to sleep in a bedroom with this sliding glass door on the wall opposite the bed and there was a tan curtain over it but when I lifted it I could see Dire Lurking on the porch / deck outside staring at me, and every time I yelled or made noise he’d slink off for a little bit and then come right back

I tried to ignore him for a while but then he came right up to the door, like I could see his shadow as he scratched at it

So then I got a pistol and fired it through the door to scare him off and it was super quiet for a few seconds and then the door just exploded into a million pieces as he smashed through it

And then he slapped the gun out of my hand and swallowed me and fell asleep on the bed

Basically he was a stray monster and he got really mad when I tried to get him to leave my property